Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 12:03 AM

[[chirstmas.]]

its a two-way door.
with nobs on both sides, and locks both ways.
there was a time, when it was kept open from both ends.
today i realise, i closed the door, and locked it up.
today i realise, how hard He was knocking on the other side.
today i realise, all i needed to do was to unlock the door and let him in.
today i realise, im not ready to do all that.
today i turned from the door, and wished that knocking away...

Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 8:40 AM

[[iGoogle failed.]]

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 10:14 AM

[[happy day<3 edited]]

today, i took nano red out for the first time<3
today, i bumped into YIJING during first break<3
today, i got new songs and sync it to nano red for the first time<3
today, i found a better place chill away from the lawn and class<3
today, i finally got yoga lin's album<3
today, i got pan yu wen's album<3
today, i found a place to get new songs<3
today, i am in a good mood<3
today, i woke up on my own<3
today, i took a long shower and wasn't late<3
today, i start the three days count down to my birthday<3
today, i am looking forward to the holidays<3
today, i decided to name my ipod ~~'nano red' temporarily~~ Misa<3

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 11:46 AM

[[going away.]]

seriously man, everyone's going away.
dear's leaving tonight for genting.
jiawei just left.
cousin and grandma going bangkok the day after my birthday
del going australia the day after.

totally have no motivation to do anything recently.
just wanna sit and rot.
sighhhhhhhhh.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ 9:40 AM

[[sad.]]

uncle J left.
wanted to stay up yesterday to text him until he fly, but i fell asleep:((
woke up this morning, typed good morning in my phone, and remembered that he wont see it.
and i started to miss him:(
24 days is so long.nevertheless, he's doing something he really wants to do.
so i should be happy for him right?
this december. is gonna be so lonely.
and it made me think, christmas family gatherings is gonna have lesser and lesser people.
del wont be here this year, des wont be here next year for 5 years.
and i dont feel the Christmas spirit this year.
it doesnt feel like december.
my birthday is just 13 days away, somehow, i dont wanna count down to it.
this year my birthday means holidays, UT2, del going away for a month, 10 more days to uncle J's return.

how do you find reasons to look forward to something, when you know its not gonna turn out the way you want it to?

Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 9:28 AM

[[monday blues. let me lament.]]

uncle J's flying off tonight.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
im gonna miss him.
yet another reason to look forward to christmas eve.

and im feeling super restless now.
to hell with racist people.
complaining to dar:P

random rambles:
ELIZABETH FLEW MY PLANE.
dont wanna come school tmr......
have to wear formal tmr.
no more 'good morning' texts from uncle J until christmas.
no more late night texting until chritsmas
no more impromptu dinners and suppers until christmas
i wanna go to the beach alone.
i wanna go cycling alone.
i wanna scream at top of my voice.

Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 5:46 PM

[[contradictory]]

today was like a rainbow after a storm.
a day of laughter and smiles after a night of tears and sorrow.

went to watch Christmas Carol 3D with sis just now.
last minute plans.
turns out, the 2.40pm show was the normal one, the 3D one was at 3.20.
so we went to the arcade first.

THE SHOW WAS GREAT!
the ghost of christmas past was super cute!
looked like he was "suffering from spasm.

IPOD NANO REDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........

Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 12:03 AM

Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 8:40 AM

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 10:14 AM

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 11:46 AM

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ 9:40 AM

Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 9:28 AM

Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 5:46 PM

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